30 Weeks

30 weeks...

10 weeks left...

69 days....

All of this is approximate.

Which kind of drives me crazy

for a girl who is not a fan of surprises.

Either way,

we are on the home stretch.

My feelings are mixed.

I am enjoying being pregnant,

and right now I think I will miss it.

At the same time

I am so ready to meet this little girl!

To see what she looks like,

to see how her personality unfolds &

sing cheesy love songs to her.

This morning I had another check up

and baby is looking good.

I was so relieved to hear

that she has flipped and is now head down.

That would explain the rib jabs.

I was quite nervous about her 

being breech,

as a C-Section is something I would 

like to avoid as much as possible.

Everything else looked good too,

and with another little tweak of my

thyroid medication,

we are on the right track.

Sleep is few and far between,

and I am finding I need a little 

pick-me-up nap around 3.

Other then that, 

I am feeling great physically.

Mentally,

I am trying to wrap my mind around the delivery,

what my expectations are,

what we want for myself and the baby,

and trying to comprehend what it will be like to take her home.

Emotionally,

I cry a lot easier.

Every commercial,

song,

sweet words,

pictures of babies...

I get "shiny eyes".

10 more weeks 

and we will be leaping 

feet first into the 

world of parenthood. 

I just hope I don't cause any

long term damage.